back there when i said yes
really yes without reservation
there was no ambiguity
no need to probe the tomorrows
ticking transmitters echoing back
who speak of repulsive modus vivendi
sky blue was the beguiling color
clear and conscious he was as always
assuring the way forward no turnaround debate
and then when he laid bare
that exiled indifference, that malevolent look
he wasn’t even aware of the snitch
there was no next day wake up
first morning kismet kiss
breakfast brunch served my beloved
revolving written revelation
dreamy devoted dilemma
i can still see animus
defecting disappearance before he returned
sudden scrawny starved love slipped away
still raw was the gift walkaway
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sunday scribbling-2: no 4 waiting for a gift
three word Wednesday: malevolent, probe, repulsive
Piece of Pie ala Mode 
Sounds like a longer appraisal was necessary to really discover each other before the yes. The trouble is when you are head over heels you may be looking in the wrong direction.
How the world can change..or the people that make or break our worlds at least..everyone that slips away gives you more knowledge..though it’s not fun
Love gone wrong, how sad that it happens so often. I could feel the pain in your words.